Anxiety. Everyone in our family has it. For Courtney it's messes, for Kelsey it was the dentist and fires. For Collette it's earrings and teeth, and for me.... it's driving. I am absolutely terrified of driving. I hate it! On Wednesday I had to drive all the way to my piano lesson all by myself in a real car on real roads! I almost died. the night before I thought I was going to throw up because I was so filled with anxiety. All day I kept drawing out a map so I could find the fewest lane changes possible. But, Ladies and Gentlemen, I did it!!! I drove all the way there and did fabulous. Jeanne (my teacher) was more scared than I was. She called me 5 times during the fifteen minute drive to check on me. (of course I didn't answer while I was driving). I wish I could post the message she left me :). Anyway she had a cookie waiting for me and I deserved it!! Now if only I could do roundabouts... then I could really feel okay driving alone!
Here are some of my encouraging sticky notes I had to post all over my house Tuesday night.
Thank you for posting those pics, now I can steal them for myself......
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you made it to your lesson, and I'm glad your teacher cared. Hope she excused you from practicing for the week as a reward.
Way to face your anxiety head on! The more you do it, the less anxious you will be. Keep practicing and you can drive me around when I come next month. We can even go to some round-abouts and just drive in circles until you figure it out. :) Sister party looks fun!!
ReplyDeleteI am sooo proud of you for driving successfully to piano!! And the sister's party was definitely more fun than Sweethearts!!
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