Sunday, October 20, 2013

Fifty Roads Diverged..

 Click here for a tour of my apartment and here for a report on my many recent activities



For 19 years there has been a very clear path set for me.  After Elementary School you go to Middle School.  Then you start your sophomore year... then your junior... then your senior.  Then suddenly you graduate and have all these doors open to you to choose a college.  But HELLO it doesn't end there!  I made the decision to come to BYU-Idaho (and I am so happy I did) and now I am just discovering more and more and MORE options for the next adventure in my life!  How fun.

For a while I thought it would be wise for me to get on Fast Grad, push it hard, and graduate ASAP.

Then I started seeing posters everywhere for the Disney College Program that my big sister did.  Holy cow- that would be a dream come true!!

Then I thought about transferring to BYU Provo after my fun here....

And you know... marriage is never really out of the question.  But so far nobody is cutting it :)

I've ALWAYS wanted to do a semester abroad!  Some time in Europe would be awesome.

Basically, there are so many options.  Probably about fifty roads to choose from!  Nothing was seeming quite right, (you may be thinking I should just be content with what I'm doing now.. I am a planner folks.  I like to have something to be working towards!) so I prayed about it.

Then suddenly I was sitting in my Book of Mormon class.  My teacher was talking about the Gathering of Israel and I felt such a burning in my chest. I cried and thought, "Oh my heavens.  Maybe I should serve a mission."  Right then my professor said, "And if any of you are having those stirrings in your soul to serve, GO!" That hit me hard.  He was talking to me.  I spoke to him afterwards and said I would pray about it and try to get an answer at conference and he said, "I think you have already received your answer.  Go forward with it and the Lord will stop you if it isn't right."  And so I did!  I went to the temple and fasted and prayed.  I still sought answers during conference and set an appointment with my Bishop.  I never received a huge confirmation during conference, but it feels so good and right for me to serve!  I have always considered serving a mission, but kind of pushed it aside because everybody is doing it nowadays and I just didn't know if it was for me.  After I made the decision to serve I started second guessing myself and my answer.  I thought that maybe those feelings were just my emotions or my digestive system trying to deal with the gluten I ate.  I really began to doubt that I had received an answer and started to pray again to know what to do.  Sister Summerhays reminded me that sometimes when we have been given an answer, He will not give it again.  This talk from Elder Scott explains it perfectly:

For us to grow, we need to trust our ability to make correct decisions. We need to do what we feel is right. In time, He will answer. He will not fail us.  
“Behold, thou knowest that thou hast inquired of me and I did enlighten thy mind; and now I tell thee these things that thou mayest know that thou hast been enlightened by the Spirit of truth.” (D&C 6:14–15; italics added.)

If you feel that God has not answered your prayers, ponder these scriptures—then carefully look for evidence in your own life of His having already answered you.

To help each of us recognize answers given, the Lord said: “If you desire a further witness, cast your mind upon the night that you cried unto me in your heart, that you might know concerning the truth of these things.
“Did I not speak peace to your mind concerning the matter? (D&C 6:22–23; italics added).
The Lord provides further insight by counseling us to study a problem out in our mind and then to ask if it be right: “If it is right I will cause that your bosom shall burn within you; therefore, you shall feel that it is right.

“But if it be not right you shall have no such feelings, but you shall have a stupor of thought.” (D&C 9:8–9; italics added.)   


I feel so strongly that preparing for a mission is the road Heavenly Father would have me take at this time.  My dad said wisely that we should always be preparing for the call.  That way, whatever the Lord calls us to do, we will be ready.  So that is just what I am going to do!  I am trusting that those feelings and promptings I had were from my Heavenly Father.  I am going to spend time preparing myself for the call and hopefully head out after Winter Semester (so April-ish).  I will let the Lord guide me and be prepared for whatever He would have me do- even if that means this "mission prep" is just to prepare me to get married or whatever He has in store for me.  I am so grateful for this gospel and for my testimony.  I know that I have been blessed with strong faith and experiences that have strengthened it.  I know that there are specific people somewhere in the world that I can touch.  I know that through Heavenly Father, I can do anything.  I know He has a plan for me- I have a purpose!  A divine potential and I can reach it through Him.  I have a work to do on this earth and there is no way I could sit back when I have this knowledge in me!  There is nothing holding me back and I have so much to share.  The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints brings SUCH joy and happiness into my life.  I feel so close to my Savior and I know of my worth.  I want everyone to know that they can repent and CHANGE through the gospel!  That is huge!!! We can become like our Heavenly Father!!  We are so blessed and There is no way to be happy without the gospel.  Goodness, I can't wait to share it with everybody.  The Church is true.  And I am so incredibly grateful for all the experiences I have been having.  I bear you my testimony in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.




Sending my love from the Burg.
xoxo


Farewells, Birthdays, and Other Goings On!

Click here for the grand tour of my apartment and here to read about some major future plans..


I was SO grateful to be able to visit home after only two weeks of being away.  My best friend from the womb, Leslie Dixon, is serving the Lord in Finland and had her farewell.  She did SUCH a great job and will be a fabulous missionary.  Our other friend, Baylie Benson, is leaving soon to serve in Ukraine!  It was our last time to have the three of us together.. and we only JUST realized we make a great blonde joke... Check out these tender pictures of our goodbye














I also got to be home for Daddy's birthday!!! It was sooo fun to be with the family and celebrate the best dad in the world!


It was also nice to be home and spend time with my little sissies again.  I was actually grateful to see that they had stolen my phone and had taken about 45 pictures of themselves AND my nephews.. Thanks girlies! You are so pretty and I miss you like crazy!









Man, they are cute.  PS... Courtney, I am coming home on Sunday November 24 for Baylie's farewell... please have your baby this night.  I will be home for the entirety of the week and returning to the Burg the following Sunday.. this gives me sufficient time to hold my new nephew.  Thank you.  :) 




Then I went home and had a birthday!!  My first birthday away from home... tragic.  But my roommates (and our friends across the hall that we call "The Bigs") were the sweetest sweethearts ever and made me feel extra special!!!  They decorated, surprised me, gave me way too many presents, and took me to Applebees!! Seriously.  It was the bomb.  
My mommy also spoiled me!  She sent me home from my Utah trip with a cooler full of crock pot freezer meals!  WHAT A BLESSING!  I have been living off peanut butter and chocolate chips so let's just say I'm preeeetty darn grateful.  She even sent me a gluten free cake mix, frosting, AND candles and sprinkles so I could have a real birthday.  I've got the best mama xoxo
I also received maaaany many letters and cards and gifts via mail!  Thank you to everyone who gave me gas money and food gift cards and fun money and more.  Your love meant the world to me!  I shan't go hungry again!  At least for a while.. ;)  I love my family and friends!  I'm a blessed little girl.












Don't I just look so much older and wiser? 



THEN I was blessed to have sweet Baylie come visit me!!! How nice of her?!?  Unfortunately, I'm not much of a party person... or a social gatherings person.. or a "know everything to do around town" person so I hope the Burg didn't bore her too much... But I was sure grateful to have her here :)



We went together to watch Clair's swim meet.  She was made Assistant Coach and did an amazing job!!


We also met up with our sweet friend Melinda.  We went to high school together and were all in Madrigals.  She goes to BYU-I too and I haven't even seen her yet so it was fun to catch up!

We went to a delicious Thai place on Main Street that my brother-in-law JD recommended.   It's nice to have a Rexburg Vet in the family!

Other random updates...

I burned my hair off one day and set off the fire alarm twice... my blowdryer seems to be a different temperature in Rexburg...



This is what I eat.  It is delicious.

It snowed one day!!! I lassoed my roommate into wearing my Christmas sweater and celebrating briefly with me.  It was so jolly.






I was so grateful to get Katelin's old iPhone last year.  She already had a crack in it, but of course that didn't bother me. It just made me feel better about dropping it... again.. and again... aaaand again.  It got pretty bad and luckily I had an upgrade when the new iPhone 5c came out!  Plastic sounds good for my habits.. 

Ordered these beauties on eBay.. they are phone case wallets because I NEVER know where any of my important cards are.. these solve the problem!  And just look at how pretty they are!!


Special shout out to Sister Lym for sending me my first package!!!  How nice is that?!?  The scarf is lovely and will keep me so warm!  PLUS there's no way I could ever look at that and not think of Diane.  I love it.  

I especially love that she addressed my package to "The Sensational Cassidy Cook".  That's the bomb.  




Sending my love from the Burg.
xoxo

Home Sweet Home

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    Well hello, family!  I hope you haven't forgotten about me quite yet.  Rather than posting one ginormous post, I split them up into several.  So read them all.  :)

  I am absolutely LOVING it up here.  You know how they call this place BYU-I Do? Well it is for a good reason....

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Just kidding :)  But they aren't- seriously, love is in the air at BYU-Bride-aho.  Not for me though.  I HAVE been on a date and I DO speak to the occasional male, but don't worry.... no wedding bells..yet ;)






I think y'all deserve a tour of my lovely home.



That's Chief Washakie.  He lives outside our door and protects us in our sleep.



These are my beautiful Roomies!!  From Left to right... Mataya and Kari (from St. Anthony Idaho), Clair (friend from Utah that "moved" to Calgary, Canada), Kailey (also from Calgary- didn't know Clair though), and Samantha (from Vacaville, CA)  They are the cutest girls- I got so lucky!

sometimes we ACTUALLY eat real food!





Halloween Decor!  Mama- you'll notice our lovely little Pet Ghost you got us sitting on there- we love her.  Those streamers are going to be used on our door eventually.  Our complex has a door decorating context and the winner wins like $100 or something.  It's a big deal.  


                                               
  I made those vacuum lines.. I'm pretty proud..


I live in such a pretty place!  And our view is great!  We have the prettiest sunsets EVERY night!

 

Hanging pictures on the wall and adding... this branch.. makes our home feel so homey!



These are all the numbers people have left us...
And I made this lovely number frame to hold them all!  Much nicer than sticky notes.

Magnets (from Baylie!!!xoxo) and our roommate calendar
This is the Chastity Line.  It's a real thing and I am VERY strict about it, Daddy.  Boys don't even use our bathroom.




















Clair and her side of the room
Our babies!  They died a week later...

                                                



Every room has a special picture of the temple in it. At first we were quite bothered that the wheat (actually, we were informed by an Idaho native that it is barley..) is the center of the picture rather than the temple, but we have since become quite attached!  PLUS we got the Rexburg temple while several other rooms got Salt Lake etc. so anyways.  We love our temple.

 



We leave a sticky note with all of our names, numbers, Instagrams, and Snapchat names on it.... many a handsome young lad has taken it on their way out... :)
Lobby by the elevator... that large canvas on the wall is a copy of "The Family: A Proclamation to the World".  Every floor has something different like "The Living Christ" and "The Relief Society".. how cool is it to live in an apartment where I am reminded of the importance of family and the divine roles of women wherever I look?  The wall decor is revelation from prophets!! How cool is that?  Every lounge has quotes from General Authorities on every wall.  I am so grateful to live here.





       This is the 4th floor lounge.  Complete with a mini kitchenette, pool, ping pong, and foosball tables, a vending machine, a laundry room, couches, tv, and... practice rooms!!!!!!  I spend much time there.

Hemming Village right by our apartment.. Deseret Book and Kiwi Loco (frozen yogurt) are the main attractions.



I know, I am SPOILED to live where I do!!  But I am SO incredibly grateful!! It is a beautiful apartment and it makes living four hours from home muuuuuuch easier on a home-sick prone gal.  I love it!



I love the temple.  And ours is especially pretty!  That is a no-filter picture, folks.  My roommate, Clair, and I have gone to the temple every Thursday since we got here.  It has been SUCH a blessing in my life!  
My heavens, this is a cool school.  Coming from Utah, you'd think I'd be used to hearing about the gospel every second of my life.  But man, it is incredible to be able to pair your college studies with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  Everything becomes clear.  It is easier to understand the secular things you are being taught.  Take science for example... In my Foundations Science class we spent the first few lessons studying talks from general authorities and discussing how we can find absolute truth through combining science and personal revelation.  This week, we have been discussing The Big Bang Theory.  Such topics become so simple to comprehend when you rely on the spirit to teach you.

       BYU-Idaho has a learning model that is evident in every class you attend.  It includes three steps:  Prepare, Teach one Another, and Ponder and Serve; and focuses on five principles:  Exercise faith, Learn by the Holy Ghost, Lay hold on the Word of God, Act for yourselves, and Love, serve, and teach one another.  What better way could you learn?  Goodness gracious, it is just so cool. 

Also, every Tuesday we have a giant Devotional (the cool kids call it "Devo") where the whole school gathers in the "I-center" (which is a mini Conference Center) to listen to general authorities and other speakers address us.  It is so cool to be with the entire school and receive such instruction!  I got to sing at one with the Women's Choir... music is the bomb.

  I am mostly in music classes (my major is Music Education Composite with a Choral Emphasis) this semester since I finished most of my Foundations through AP courses in High School.  In every music class we talk about how this talent we have is a gift from God and how we can learn to use that gift to further His work.  IT IS SO COOL!  

It is so cool to go take a test and have your professor pray for you to do your very best.  It is so cool to feel the spirit literally everywhere you go.  It is so cool to be able to come home from class and spend hours discussing the gospel with your roommates. 

I am so grateful I attend this University.  It is right where I need to be and I have been SO blessed every day- I can't even begin to explain!!! I know Heavenly Father is sooooo aware of me.  Even the silly little things- He is in it all.  Being here helps you notice that more than ever- the gospel is LITERALLY in every detail of your life.

I love my roommates- they have become my best friends.  I love my classes.  I love the town.  I love my apartment.  I just love it all.  And though I miss my Utah Home like crazy and everyone that lives there (especially my family!! Heavens to Betsy, I miss you guys..).. The Burg is becoming my home and I am so grateful to be here!!



Sending my love from the Burg.
xoxo